It is Friday at 7PM. I'm running my very first marathon in just over 36 hours in DC. And here I sit at Chilis in Ft.Lauderdale airport waiting for my flight to board. It's running 2 hours late so no biggie! Oh and hotels.com just emailed and said the room we booked 3 months ago doesn't actually exist for our purposes, stay calm...., do I really have any other choice.
I can't say that I feel mentally prepared for this race so those two factors up there, the ones SCREAMING 'just go home', they almost had me. I almost threw in the towel. ' I surrender running Gods' I'll just go see my boat. ..... Very tempting
And yet not an option!
Of course Boyfriend saved the day with the hotel and I'm just going to own the fact that I will be tired until November. I'm accepting it.
I'm still a little behind on fundraising (and Facebook isn't helping) but I'm going to suck it all up and push myself the farthest I have pushed myself....... Well ..... EVER.
My stomach is going to be crazy from now until Sunday night, I'm sure. But there is no backing down now. I'm all in ...... MCM ..... Here I come!
Fair Winds!
I can't say that I feel mentally prepared for this race so those two factors up there, the ones SCREAMING 'just go home', they almost had me. I almost threw in the towel. ' I surrender running Gods' I'll just go see my boat. ..... Very tempting
And yet not an option!
Of course Boyfriend saved the day with the hotel and I'm just going to own the fact that I will be tired until November. I'm accepting it.
I'm still a little behind on fundraising (and Facebook isn't helping) but I'm going to suck it all up and push myself the farthest I have pushed myself....... Well ..... EVER.
My stomach is going to be crazy from now until Sunday night, I'm sure. But there is no backing down now. I'm all in ...... MCM ..... Here I come!
Fair Winds!